today is a day to be remembered forever. ha, what a way to spend the last day of year 2010, but nothing can be changed now, the time won't stop for me just because I don't know what to do about it, LIFE MUST GO ON... Many people including me always say that life is short, but I doubt that how many of us really understand how SHORT our life is, today I finally managed to grasp the meaning of SHORT, I believe this not only happen to me but to anyone who lost their love ones without listening to their last words, ANYONE can just give u a call ANYTIME telling you that the one whom you knew just left this world, and all you can do is just to keep asking yourself WHY, WHY, WHY.. I know no one can live forever, and anyone of us can just leave the world anytime, and this brought me to a verse saying " No one knows about the day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father" matthew 24:36. But when they just leave you without saying goodbye, it is just too excruciating =( ... So, today I learned that do not feel hesitate to tell ANYONE about ANYTHING, because you may see him or her today, but that doesn't mean you will see them again TOMORROW, so if you feel like telling them " you looked pretty today " , " you've done a great job " , " I am sorry " or " I love you", JUST DO IT.
This will be my last post of 2010, will be at the same place later to welcome 2011, I do not know will I see u again like last year, just let the fate decide it.
Ps : Popo, I know no matter what I say now it is useless, because you have left us, this is just too sudden, I really don't know what to say about it, we only met once this year and it was during chinese new year, that was the LAST time I saw u, that was the LAST kiss I gave you when were about to go leave and that was the LAST time I call you popo... But do not worry, your body may have left us, but I am sure in my heart there will be always a special place just for you, I love you po, may your soul rest in peace....
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